Hey everyone it's 8:50 pm where I live. I mody likely won't fall asleep for another two hours. But I decided to make a quick post for whoever reads this blog. But anyways sleep is bittersweet to me. I absolutely dread school because I'm not happy at all whenever I'm there. But I love sleeping because so much can happen in a dream. But I do have a really bad insomnia. I just sit and think about whatever bad has happened. Then I end up crying about everything. I would listen to any sad music that relate to me. It's sad because I shouldn't have to sit and think about all that. But then in the morning I'd end up having red puffy eyes in the morning. On the way back home in my cab I'd fall asleep. It's hard to stay up anymore but when I do its a beautiful thing.
I love a lot of things but when I see the bad side of things I'm in tears. I hate crying but sometimes it's my only comfort. 9 months ago I got a boyfriend and he didn't know about any of this till recently when I called him sobbing my ass off. It was like 2 in the morning and he was telling me how much he loved me and it was going to be alright. But the only thing I was doing was sobbing and saying I was so scared. He helped through the night and since then he would constantly call me asking if I'm alright. I'm glad he's in my life. Now for any of you with problems please tweet me @osnapitzariaaa any time or email me YouTube message anything. I'll try to make sure youre alright.
I'll see you all later my loves
Kisses ~ ♡Arriama♡
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