Ariana Grande Outfit review

I'm absolutely in love with this outfit. Very chic and retro girly style. Ariana is just wearing a nudeish white heals which go perfectly with her Skater Dress. It is a nude color with purple

lavender flower print on it.

Ariana just painted her nails a red color and did her usual half up half down.

She isn't wearing her red string or any jewelry except her earrings.

Hair repost (Ariana Grande #1) from old blog

This is one of Ariana's half up half down styles. So if you dont want to be teased for wearing your hair like Ariana's you can try this new look. Well Ariana wore her hair like this a lot so did Cat Valentine. You can dress like your idol without anyone noticing. You want to Straighten your hair then leave out just a little bit of your edges. Then take two sections of your hair and pin then back. 

There you go a half up half down Ariana grande Style.

Feelings of freedom

Do you ever wish you can control everything going on in your life? Have the power over yourself without feeling worried about anything. That you might get caught or get in trouble. To be I always end up comparing myself to a wild horse. If you've ever heard the song by natasha bedingfield. It's a really lovely inspiring song to me. It talks about how we all sometimes wish things were simple and that we could be reckless every once in a while. 

I feel these four walls closin' in
My face up against the glass
I'm looking out, hmm
Is this my life I'm wonderin'
It happened so fast
How do I turn this thing around
Is this the bed I chose to make
Its greener pastures I'm thinkin' about, hmm
Wide open spaces far away

[Pre Chorus]:
All I want is the wind in my hair
To face the fear but not feel scared

[Chorus:]:
Wild horses I wanna be like you
Throwing caution to the wind
I'll run free too
Wish I could recklessly love
Like I'm longing too
I wanna run with the wild horses
Run with the wild horses, oh

[Verse 2:]:
I see the girl I wanna be
Riding bareback, carefree along the shore
If only that someone was me
Jumpin' head first headlong with out a fall
To act and damn the consequence
How I wish it could be that easy
But fear surrounds me like a fence
I wanna break free

[Pre Chorus]:
All I want is the wind in my hair
To face the fear but not feel scared

[Chorus:]:
Oh, wild horses I wanna be like you
Throwing caution to the wind
I'll run free too
Wish I could recklessly love
Like I'm longing too
I wanna run with the wild horses
Run with the wild horses
I wanna run too

[Pre Chorus 2]:
Recklessly abandoning myself before you
I wanna open up my heart, tell him how I feel

[Chorus:]:
Wild horses I wanna be like you
Throwing caution to the wind
I'll run free too
Wish I could recklessly love
Like I'm longing too
I run with the wild horses
Run with the wild horses

Run with the wild horses
I wanna run with the wild horses

If you read these lyrics you can see that everyone wants to be reckless at some point. Anyways how are you guys doing  do you have the control you want in life.
This week I haven't really been posting any YouTube videos or blogging that much. This week has been a very busy week to be honest. So I might do double uploads and double posts. More beauty related posts will be up. A product review is coming up very soon and I plan on filming a April favorites video. But I'll see you all later

Kisses Arriana

Making Choices and Choices making you

We've all got a secret don't we? A story we will never tell, but we secretly retell over and over again in our minds. Our dreams,  dreams we know people won't approve of. Then the moment our casket drops we keep that story with us. But what will ever happened if that story decided to be known?
The three things we have control and absolutely no control over are choice, change and chance. We make take the chance to make a change and we make the choice to accept the change. I always end up messing at least one of those things up.
Aren't we all human though? What if the bad guy had every reason to be bad. But we choose to believe he made the choice to be bad. We make choices but choices make you just as much. We can't control what happens no matter what happens. You can't expect a perfect day without getting a horrible week. Recently I had a group of friends. We hung out all the time but I met some other kids on campus who I really liked . But they didn't it wasn't that I cared what they thought. It was their feelings the thought of hurting someone a friend and dealing with them hating you.
It didn't take me long to realize they weren't really good friends by making me choose.  They would've been happy with me being happy and still being my friend.
But they couldn't they had to be selfish.  Now I know they weren't really my friends.  I was scared to be bold and stand up to them but I did.

I hope you enjoyed this post whoever reads my sucky blog. 

Kisses ♡Arriana♡

Sunny rain

Hey girlies, so first off it was raining all day yesterday and it was like gloomy today. Then a hour ago it was raining hard. Now it's sunny outside, the weather here is so bipolar. Today was another day I wasn't sure about.  My day wasn't terrible but it wasn't great at all. I realized that a lot can happen in twelve months. The reason I'm telling you this is because I keep trying to be the same person I was a year ago. But I was clueless a year ago and thought the world was the best thing ever.  But now I'm not even sure how to react anymore. No matter how hard I try to get myself to be the Arriana Sullivan I was a year ago I can't. It's not the same anymore and things are so difficult. I mean I really tried I tried doing my hair like I used to. Reading the books I used to and dress how I used to. I even tried listening to the terrible music I used to listen to. But nothing was working and I didn't know what to do.  It took me to sit alone in my room with my headphones in to realize people change.  Some notice the change and some don't pay it much attention.  It's hard for me to really accept that Im not the same girl I was a year ago and I can't change it. I can't pretend to b like her no matter how hard I try. So I ended up wandering around the wall and went inside of Rue 21. One of my favorite stores in the mall by the way. I saw so many things that represents the real me. The Arriana I am now and some people don't like her. I know exactly why she's strong but has a soft heart. Shes unique and doesn't take orders and she runs free.
It's not that I'm not happy with who I am but it's that I was so happy with who I was. But we try and we fall then we live another day. That's how life is my loves.
I know this is sort of a short blog post but don't forget to check out my YouTube for more daily stuff.

Kisses 💓Arriana💓

Night time loves

Hey everyone it's 8:50 pm where I live. I mody likely won't fall asleep for another two hours. But I decided to make a quick post for whoever reads this blog. But anyways sleep is bittersweet to me. I absolutely dread school because I'm not happy at all whenever I'm there. But I love sleeping because so much can happen in a dream. But I do have a really bad insomnia. I just sit and think about whatever bad has happened. Then I end up crying about everything.  I would listen to any sad music that relate to me. It's sad because I shouldn't have to sit and think about all that. But then in the morning I'd end up having red puffy eyes in the morning. On the way back home in my cab I'd fall asleep. It's hard to stay up anymore but when I do its a beautiful thing.
I love a lot of things but when I see the bad side of things I'm in tears. I hate crying but sometimes it's my only comfort. 9 months ago I got a boyfriend and he didn't know about any of this till recently when I called him sobbing my ass off. It was like 2 in the morning and he was telling me how much he loved me and it was going to be alright.  But the only thing I was doing was sobbing and saying I was so scared. He helped through the night and since then he would constantly call me asking if I'm alright. I'm glad he's in my life. Now for any of you with problems please tweet me @osnapitzariaaa any time or email me YouTube message anything. I'll try to make sure youre alright.

I'll see you all later my loves 

Kisses ~ ♡Arriama♡

Messy bun video on YouTube

Messy bun for short thick hair: https://youtu.be/NBBH0e_myVk
Hi guys here's a video I made on YouTube. It's a tutorial on how to do a messy on short really thick hair. It's  very simple tutorial and I hope you enjoy it.

Kisses 👠Arriana👠

Finding a reason to smile

 I decided a quick blogpost on the topic teens all over the world are struggling with, happiness. Now I'm sorry if some of this adivce doesn't work for you. But just know I'm struggling with being happy and having confidence. There are so many tumblr girls, models and endless celebrities out there that make teen girls feel unwanted and ugly. It's society that has made us think that we need to have a flat stomach, arched eyebrows, big eyes and a perfect tan. But that's not how it is in the real world. Everyone has a flaw. But we're told to hide the things we Don't like about ourselves. Those tumblr girls are models who have pounds of makeup on their face and Photoshoped to death. Some even get surgeries for a single photoshoot. It takes them hours in hair and makeup up then two more hours to make sure everything is perfectly Photoshoped. My story started in the kindergarten. My first year of school. Now I wasn't bullied or worried about my looks. But r my baby sister was born the first day we brought her hope something happened that would scar my future. Everyone was coming to see my little baby sister and I just so happened to be running to get the door. But I tripped and fell right on my tooth. It hit the edge of her baby crip. It was my front tooth that had been loose. Now after that it wasn't exactly ready to come out but I wa embarrassed and wanted it gone .  It wasn't ready to be pulled it was just a little more loose. But I made my mom pull it out. Now you're probably going.... so what it's just a tooth. Well that one tooth in first grade got crooked so as my other front tooth. Now I know a lot of people have crooked teeth. But the tooth I had fell on turned yellow a dark yellow at the bottom. I never really thought much of it because I had friends who didn't care about it. They were my friends and didn't care how I looked. It wasn't until the third grade when I decided to go to the boys and girls club. The third grade was hands down one of the worst years of my life. One of the reasons was because the year before my brother showed me porn and he would sneak out the house to smoke weed. My mom would yell about it and he would run out the house. Endless times of him being kicked out of school scarre me too. But like I was saying I went to the boys and girls club. They're supposed to be fun right? You're supposed to meet people and have new friends and started a life for yourself.

But my experiences were horrible. Everyone would look right at my teeth and ask "what's that on your tooth" I'd get really upset because it was rude to me. The first thing they had to say to me was that? But one day I was at that club hanging with some friends when I met this cute boy there. I remember his name it was deanglo. He didn't say anything about it at first. But the next day we were in the art room and he told me I had a hillbilly tooth. My so called friends just laughed with him. So I left embarrassed and ashamed of the way I looked.

I'm not going to tell you the rest of the story right now but the point was I eventually got over it. I leaned I was pretty when people started telling me I was. Thankfully my teeth were fixed and I gained a tiny bit of confidence. Im still struggling to even call myself beautiful. But I want all you beautiful teen girls to look in the mirror or take a selfie and say damn I'm cute. Stop yourself from saying ANYTHING negative.

I hoped this post helped you many more to come lovely. 

Always remember to smile

Kisses ~~~ ♡Arriana♡

Teen Floral Introduction

Hey everyone Im Arriana Sullivan. Some of you may know me from four years back. Some may know me from my wattpad account. Some may know me from my Ariana Grande blog and etc. But if you're just stumbling upon the life of Arriana Sullivan, this is a little about me. Im 18 years old Im a wattpad writer and YouTuber. I live in L.A but I'm finishing up my first semester in South Carolina. My favorite colors are bubble gum pink, lavender and black and white. My favorite drinks are tea hot or iced and cold water. Listening to music is life and Im struggling with depression. So sorry if a post seems kind of down in the dumps. I love making YouTube videos and writing those are my two favorite things to do. Zoella inspired me to start blogging again. I haven't logged on Blogger in over a year. my WordPress account hasn't been logged on in over 2 years so I decided to start fresh on my new channel to make a fashion,beauty and everything teen blog. Im regular teenager who has big dreams. But I want to live life to the fullest as much as possible. Life is a gift not a present. I know from the last year I have experienced lots of terrible things. My eyes have been opened in ways I could not imagine. But I'm wiser and I've worked through it. It's been a awful tough road. But just because life is ugly doesn't mean it isn't prettier on the brighter side. Everyone has expectations and they always end up disappointing you. So I'm here to give you tips, advice and to just talk. Most of my more popular things will be uploaded on my YouTube channel beautybyarriana or type Arriana Sullivan in the search bar. I hope you have a wonderful day.



Kisses~ ♡Arriana♡