Feelings of freedom

Do you ever wish you can control everything going on in your life? Have the power over yourself without feeling worried about anything. That you might get caught or get in trouble. To be I always end up comparing myself to a wild horse. If you've ever heard the song by natasha bedingfield. It's a really lovely inspiring song to me. It talks about how we all sometimes wish things were simple and that we could be reckless every once in a while. 

I feel these four walls closin' in
My face up against the glass
I'm looking out, hmm
Is this my life I'm wonderin'
It happened so fast
How do I turn this thing around
Is this the bed I chose to make
Its greener pastures I'm thinkin' about, hmm
Wide open spaces far away

[Pre Chorus]:
All I want is the wind in my hair
To face the fear but not feel scared

[Chorus:]:
Wild horses I wanna be like you
Throwing caution to the wind
I'll run free too
Wish I could recklessly love
Like I'm longing too
I wanna run with the wild horses
Run with the wild horses, oh

[Verse 2:]:
I see the girl I wanna be
Riding bareback, carefree along the shore
If only that someone was me
Jumpin' head first headlong with out a fall
To act and damn the consequence
How I wish it could be that easy
But fear surrounds me like a fence
I wanna break free

[Pre Chorus]:
All I want is the wind in my hair
To face the fear but not feel scared

[Chorus:]:
Oh, wild horses I wanna be like you
Throwing caution to the wind
I'll run free too
Wish I could recklessly love
Like I'm longing too
I wanna run with the wild horses
Run with the wild horses
I wanna run too

[Pre Chorus 2]:
Recklessly abandoning myself before you
I wanna open up my heart, tell him how I feel

[Chorus:]:
Wild horses I wanna be like you
Throwing caution to the wind
I'll run free too
Wish I could recklessly love
Like I'm longing too
I run with the wild horses
Run with the wild horses

Run with the wild horses
I wanna run with the wild horses

If you read these lyrics you can see that everyone wants to be reckless at some point. Anyways how are you guys doing  do you have the control you want in life.
This week I haven't really been posting any YouTube videos or blogging that much. This week has been a very busy week to be honest. So I might do double uploads and double posts. More beauty related posts will be up. A product review is coming up very soon and I plan on filming a April favorites video. But I'll see you all later

Kisses Arriana

Making Choices and Choices making you

We've all got a secret don't we? A story we will never tell, but we secretly retell over and over again in our minds. Our dreams,  dreams we know people won't approve of. Then the moment our casket drops we keep that story with us. But what will ever happened if that story decided to be known?
The three things we have control and absolutely no control over are choice, change and chance. We make take the chance to make a change and we make the choice to accept the change. I always end up messing at least one of those things up.
Aren't we all human though? What if the bad guy had every reason to be bad. But we choose to believe he made the choice to be bad. We make choices but choices make you just as much. We can't control what happens no matter what happens. You can't expect a perfect day without getting a horrible week. Recently I had a group of friends. We hung out all the time but I met some other kids on campus who I really liked . But they didn't it wasn't that I cared what they thought. It was their feelings the thought of hurting someone a friend and dealing with them hating you.
It didn't take me long to realize they weren't really good friends by making me choose.  They would've been happy with me being happy and still being my friend.
But they couldn't they had to be selfish.  Now I know they weren't really my friends.  I was scared to be bold and stand up to them but I did.

I hope you enjoyed this post whoever reads my sucky blog. 

Kisses ♡Arriana♡